My bedroom is a mess.

I’ve written so many times about this. I can’t fix it. I don’t have enough room to put everything I want out.

My room looks messy and all over the place and no matter how hard I try it always ends up being this way.

Nikki has very much fallen for Matt. Of course I worry about this. It’s one thing for me to break up with him (which won’t happen, but hypothetically) but another for Nikki to deal with not having him around anymore.

But… Nikki enjoys going out with him and tonight he came over and we took her to get some ice cream and then to Target for some markers (big tantrum thrown earlier).

Hopefully it will last, not just for me but for her!

I went into Han’s class this morning to work on two assignments for two different classes.

Afterward I headed to Panera Bread to have lunch and to transcribe the audio for the class I have on Thursdays. Otherwise known as the Evil Class with the Evil Professor.

I started to work on the assignment, but there is a LOT more that needs to go into it before I turn it in next Thursday.

Class was decent tonight (and it was awesome when the department chair came in and the EP’s cell phone began to ring! Awesome!).

My phone kept calling Matt so he called me back to let me know.

When I finally got a hold of him (phone tag because of calling at the same time), when he answered I said “Did you need me?”

He said: “Well, yes, but that’s not why I’m calling.”

So CUTE!

It’s almost time! I’ll be going out with Matt in the morning and then off to Trick-Or-Treating. After that will be a party at one of his friends’ home.

I doubt I’ll be posting again til tomorrow!

Today was Nikki’s Halloween parade. It was fun! Nikki looked adorable and I looked pretty good myself in my Snow White costume.

Matt is suffering from some nasty allergies and thus is in a sucky mood. I hate that. He gets distant when he’s sick and crabby.

Hopefully he’ll feel better by tomorrow for trick-or-treating.

When he pulls away like this (well, not really pulls away, just is distant because of how yucky he feels) I start to get over-sensitive afraid that the end is near. This is just from past experiences… and I shouldn’t think that way, but it’s hard not to.

If I sit myself down, though, I know I’m being stupid and he’s just feeling yucky.