We dated back in February/March. It was good. I enjoyed being with him, but it was very much a “fling” type of relationship. He left to North Carolina where he is from, and for one reason or another we didn’t see each other again until Monday night.

He hadn’t seen me since the car accident, so that sort of gives a timeline. Three full months without seeing each other.

Lately he began to try and make an effort to see me and I kept on being busy or otherwise committed. So Sunday I figured I’d see if he still wanted to get together (after all the girls were leaving and I’d have nothing to do). He agreed and so we got together.

I don’t know if I was hoping it would be different – and maybe something could come out of it or what exactly I was hoping/thinking.

I gave it a shot but it didn’t work. We had a good time. Okay, maybe the more appropriate word would be “decent”. I couldn’t date him even if I wanted to. We are too different.

But that’s okay. I’m okay with it.

Now it’s a matter of moving towards a new light.

I am seeing P tomorrow. That? A whole other story for tomorrow.

Then, either Wednesday or Thursday I shall go out again with John. I’m very excited and optimistic about this. We shall see.