So tired.

I took like a 3 hour nap. Still tired.

Went to the fiar last night… and I think it’s catching up to me today.

I feel like I’m going to die.

I want to sleep, but am unable to.

I HATE THIS! I want to cry. Again. It’s all about me.

I felt alright last night. A little tired. But not bad. When I got home I started getting a fever. I don’t know how high it got before it broke.

*le sigh*

It is not fun to be in bed all day. You might think it’s fun. Not having to do anything, whatever. But it’s not. It’s very boring. Bed sores. I did a little activity yesterday and I ended up having a fever again last night and feeling HORRIBLE for a few hours. Then the magic of Tylenol made it all better.

So… I say if I stay in bed inactive for all day today, then I can go to the fair this afternoon. Then I promise for the rest of the weekend I won’t do anything! I want to get better! I do!

So yea… I might be posting a lot today.

Mono.

I have mono.

Fun, isn’t it?

I started feeling bad on Friday. I posted on Saturday about it.

Got a monospot test (not manistat) and it came back positive. Went to work today and got the call from my doctor to confirm it was mono.

Mononucleosis.

So I’m off work for at least a week. That’s 5 days with no pay. Does that sound like I need that? I don’t think so.

*sigh*

*yawn*

I’ve been feeling icky lately. My lower back has been in pain. My head has been hurting. My skin… like burning.

I usually feel okay when I’m home – but when I go out it hurts.

I need to clean up my room. It’s messssy.

I bought a few article of clothing. Cute things.

So… yea, soon, I will do that. If I don’t feel better tonight, which I doubt… I’ll clean it tomorrow. Tomorrow will be homework & cleaning day.

Cause now… I would like to sleep.

Another long day.

So… another long day here. Fun. Not.

I had forgotten to finish doing the reading – so I did that last night (skimming, really).

Still no seeing Mike. Don’t know where that is going. Each day that goes by I feel worse and worse about it. *sigh* I really like him too.

We’re still texting. But I kind of want to hold off. Not text him as I usually do in the morning… see if he does something to contact me. Cause… yea. I’m a bit tired.

I had a dream last night that I was pregnant. And I didn’t know it. But I had the baby and my sister wanted to steal it from me, so I had to be really vigilent so that she wouldn’t. The dreams I have.

Anyway. I’ll eat a yogurt… and leave. Tired.

grrr.

Yea. Slept really bad last night. Kept waking up. Not fun at all.

My throat is kind of scratchy. But I get that in the morning sometimes. I really don’t want to be sick. Okay. Just looked on a website – and I have the symptoms of allergies, not a cold. I haven’t had any cough. Just face pain – which can be sinus problems. So yea… this is allergies.

Plan for today:

Gonna ask mommy to make me tea (cause I don’t have the stuff here). I’ll pick it up on my way to work.

Before then I have to pack the suitcase and take as much stuff as possible to my new/old home.

Come home… and I was thinking of taking a shower after work, but I think maybe one right now would do me good.

So then… stuff. I’m done here. Bye.

Another day gone by!

So I went to my parents place… and my sister and I both have wooden floors! My mom gets hers on Monday.

I rearranged the furniture in some way that makes it look like I have a bigger room. I also eliminated one piece of furniture, so that helps a lot. I’ll take picture once I’m all moved in and it’s neat.

It will look nice.

But now… I am sooo tired. Physically! Moving furniture and shit wears a person down.

All the dust and crap has also messed with my allergies. I started getting a headache. I took some Aleve and that totally helped.

I need to go back tomorrow and help some more.

But before I do that, I’ll spend some time reading for my Monday class. Although, I’ll do some of that on Monday too. Oh. I have to move out of here Monday. So yea, I’ll do the reading tomorrow.

Oh. I did laundry last night. So they have clean towels and shit.

I can’t believe my time here is up. That is very sad. I will go back… and not be able to go out and stuff. Not as often and not as late.

Okay. Movie now.

wood

We are getting the wooden floors installed on Saturday. I have to be there I’m being told.

I’ll be really glad when they finish it. I can’t really go home until they are done with my room. Since there is nothing in my room.

It’ll be cool to have wooden floors though.

I didn’t do any school work today. Tomorrow… I have to. Then see if I get to see Mike or not. He’s been working until really late.

Tonight they are re-showing the last episode of ER from last season… so I’ll watch that. It means next week it starts.

I’m watching a show about Flight 175… and wow. It’s just incredible.

We shared that flight together. So many people saw it live.

Okay.

Long ass day… here we go.

So I have a long day.

Lots to do.

Me be tired. No want to go to school or work.

Me want to go with Mike.

*sigh*

*yawn*

*stretch*

9-11-01

What was I doing?

I was sleeping. It was the second week of my senior year in high school.

As always my mom came to wake me up at 6am (local time) so I could get ready for school. The bus would leave at 6:40 from the bus stop (school bus).

She opened the door and told me that a plane had crashed into a building in NYC. That got me up.

I went to turn my computer on while watching TV.

My TV was set up so I could see it beyond my computer monitor. Minutes later, out of the corner of my eye I saw the second plane hit.

Not much I could do. I went to the bus stop and got on the bus. Told Ms. Johnson (BJ) the news and she turned it on, on the radio.

The day progressed… but that is how I found out.